21. The stage of entering adulthood and the end of my youth. Taking a big step into this new phase of life seems like a very big hurdle, but for me, I think it is a whole new start. There are many things that lie ahead of me, and there are many things left undone. I will take things one step at a time and see how it goes from here.

Sometimes, I question myself if I have achieved enough at this point of my life. Personally, I feel that I have underachieved in many areas. For that to change, I must really have the focus and discipline to work towards my goals and the things I want to achieve in life. In time to come, I hope to turn all my failures into success.

Looking back, I really miss my youth. The times spent with my friends, the laughter, the joy, and the pain. If I could turn back the clock, I would want to be 12 again, retake my PSLE, do well, and enter a prestigious school. No doubt, it is just my wishful thinking. Here I am, standing in the present. The past can only be regarded as memories. Bittersweet memories.