Tuesday, 8 April 2008
If it is meant to be, it will be. Every moment when I am awake I feel empty, lost, and that I have not accomplished anything much. Everything feels like a routine with nothing much achieved. Life seems to be all about studying, working, and earning money. If it is going to be this way, it will certainly be a letdown as life’s greatness would not be experienced and fulfilled.
God is my beloved father who created me and gave me the breathe of life. He is totally indescribable and I can never stop singing praises unto Him. Life is my world which I want to enjoy it to the maximum but fail its basic requirements, going wrong in certain aspects and messing up some of my principles. Music is my passion and it is sound pleasing to my ears, something which I need to work hard on. Sports is my love which I cannot excel in it most of the time. Studying is my greatness fear and I am not good at it at all. I will never take interest in it but do it rather for a livelihood in the future.
To everyone out there, sorry for the tears that you cried and the many holes I pierced in your hearts, but whatever it is, I hope that you will forgive me. Forget the past and move on because we all make mistakes. Moving on will get us somewhere, but staying put will get us nowhere. To those out there, the promises I made to you will last till my dying day. Being with you is the precious and quality time we can never find elsewhere, messaging you is something we like to do each day, and seeing you is a bonus which I cannot get everyday.
throw it away and forget yesterday