This is the last week of school for me, but it is not exactly the last week of school because for the next two weeks I will have an attachment at Jurong Island. Yes, I know it is very far away from my home, so I have to wake up at about five in the morning from next week onwards. School is still as hectic as usual, but God is guiding me through and I really thank him for that.

Yesterday, I had school the whole day. Bowling training was not really good because the coach made me change my style of playing. Well, I just hope I can adapt to the new style by next week because the bowling competition at the end of the year is approaching in about three weeks.

I cannot really figure out my mood for the past few weeks and I am having mixed feelings. Sometimes, I feel that my smile is fake and I feel lost, empty, and stressed inside. Christmas is coming. I hope all these sad feelings will go away so that I can celebrate Christmas joyfully just like every other year.

For those of my friends who are feeling like me out there, do trust in God and pray about it. He will surely help you and keep you calm when you feel that there is no one else around to help you. He will keep you and protect you. Be beneath your feet to give you a solid foundation to stand upon. Be above you to be your shelter. Be around you to protect you and give you the warmth you need. Be by your side to hold your hand and guide you through the darkest of all nights.