Saturday, 10 February 2007
I felt like a complete loser. I did nothing wrong, but I just somehow feel that I could have done something more right. I gave up a golden opportunity and chose to run away instead. My life is so messed up and I made it worst.
My day started off in the morning with a bowling competition at my school bowling alley. I reached there second to meet up with Yusof, because we thought we could do a little warm up before the competition. We were disappointed when we arrived there because the bowling alley was not ready. However, we spent the time talking to each other while waiting for the other bowlers to come.
The competition when on quite well for me, but I could do much better I think. I just made too many mistakes in my bowling and I have to take the blame. If I bowled better, I could have easily improved on my average and maybe even break my high score.
After the bowling competition, I went to the science centre to meet my parents to catch a movie on deep sea. After that, they brought me to a shopping mall for a late lunch before heading home. I immediately took a bath when I got home and my father fetched me to my friend's barbeque party at East Coast Park.
Everything just did not go well. In fact, I think my life have not been going on well. I really need to pray for more courage and discipline in my life to keep me going.