Sunday, 26 November 2006
Felt really stress these few days because of the school work that I have. All my other friends are enjoying themselves except me and I am kind of jealous. Sometimes, I wonder why I made such a stupid decision to come to the polytechnic or this course which is so taxing. My classmates seem to be able to cope with their work, but somehow I cannot. Maybe they are used to this polytechnic lifestyle, but I have no time to relax for sure.
My outings with my other school friends are ruin because I have no time to spend with them. The saddest thing is that my holidays are next year and they would be schooling by then. I cannot help it but the workload I receive is almost impossible to complete. I have to sleep at wee hours in the morning and get up early to go to school. I was also late one of the days because I could not wake up.
Three more weeks to go before the short break, not holidays. I am already trying my best to persevere on but I am almost out of energy and tolerance. Adding onto the workload is an average of two tests every week which is my greatest fear. If I cannot finish my projects and reports, how can I find the time to study?
Tomorrow will be another day of school and I hope there will be no more new assignments coming up so that I will get a chance to breathe. Tonight, I have a wedding dinner to attend. I hope it will not end so late so that I can go home early and get some rest. I wanted to give the wedding a miss, but it would not be nice. I still have so much work to do that I cannot find time even for a wedding dinner for just one night. However, tonight I will just go and hopefully the dinner ends early.