Why is it so easy to go out and play when your friends call you even if you have to travel for maybe an hour, but find it so difficult to sit down at home under the fan just to study a few pages of notes or do our assignments?

Well, I am starting to become my old self again and I really do not want that to happen as once I start becoming like that, I will struggle in my entire school life. Many people are doing that but I cannot learn from them as it will result in me suffering in school and also getting poor results. I had my Microbiology test and this was the first test of the second semester. I only started studying like two days before this test even though I knew the date of the test long ago. The night before, I was mugging hard till midnight and nothing seemed to get into my head. Studying has suddenly become so difficult and I had to make notes which are most of the time useless.

Next week onwards, I must tell myself not to procrastinate or waste anytime I have so that I will be able to be more consistent in my school work and also able to understand the lessons better.